Sunday, April 29, 2007
wad a night tonight (:
wad a week i had (:
smiles smiles and more smiles (: but it's always good to know that between smiles, frownies do happen ): but what matters most iz that the frownies are either washed away, forgotten or covered up by the smiles (: yay to smileys (:
well oh well.. knee's still acting up so whatever to it!!! after sports day relays, i'll be resting the stupid lousy thingy that's causing me so much torment.. and hopefully it'll be sweet and kind enough to leave me alone (: yay. still.. thanks to everyone who was sooooo concerned bout this little thingy i have on me (: *loves* goes out to you all!!! x)
so wazzup this week.....
23apr, monday.
1500m race (: running with grace and jud juz rocks my life (: it feels great and it was really a tough race, and a very good one too. :D and it probably will be my last chance to do so. thanks girls. i'll really miss it (: nonetheless. rock on grace!! next year you'll OWN it. and i came home with a very achy hamstring. waha!!
25apr, wednesday.
did double strengthening for physio (: which took bout 3hours odd. haha. met desiree at CSMC. so surprised to see her. waha!! her injury.. patella shift on both knees. sounds bad to have it on both knees. but she's strong!! haha.. fighter.. still gonna go for competition la.. haha.. pro (: and cuz of double strengthening.. i came home dead beat. but still slept only slightly earlier. x)
26apr, thursday.
the maryam show. (: gosh it rocks my socks can!! maryam really iz WOW. she's so cute and funny!! and her acting skills iz like as if she's in real life (: so natural!!! it was really a good show. den had training later in the afternoon. slacked out in bedok library a while den headed back to school for relay training.. and waited for training to start. turned out training was cancelled ): i really dunno what's happening ): i feel very sad that coach ain't coming. ): but den again, i feel relieved. it's mean of me.. but i cant help it. i cant do anything during training ): that makes it even worse ): argh. but i miss mr teo. he juz feels really distant now ):
27apr, friday.
training was cancelled again. but i had physio. did beep test ): iz 10.2 good?? i dunno!! but i did til that stage. ): pauline says compared to the australians it's very good already.. but question, are australians suppose to be better than singaporeans?? or izzit the other way round? ahhhhhhhh!! ): nvm.. after beep test did some power den some strengthening den some badminton? yeah. and all was not very well done which in other words iz very disappointing ): it sucks okay. really.
after it all, edmund gave me a lift to bedok interchange. bused my way down to BK's for cell group. combined cg with N88. well it wasn't very bad. it was fun doing refreshments and hiding in the kitchen with the cg. it's like laughing at each others blunders and having fun together. it's this kind of cosiness that's heart warming. it's this kind of cosiness that makes me feel yet again it's a cell group, it's my family, it's my connection in church. i love w115 ok. (:
28apr, saturday. today.
and today proves yesterday's thought. i know now that i really should find more time to hang out with the cell. i know now that this cell group iz my family and the ones i have in church as my friends. although there are still times whereby things go wrong and maybe awkward? well i guess it really took me that long to warm up to them, so i really am gonna treasure the times (:
BK called at 230 to ask me to reach at 345 to make friends with some new mongolian friends. and so i reached at 330 amazingly. made 3 new friends who were very friendly. and that was the start of my integration? it as if feeling as though you've got smth to do finally. something that you can be part of. maybe it's really time for me to consider joining a ministry.. i need to get busy. but den again there's As.... kk that aside.. ya. service was alright? den there's fellowship (:
dinner at simpang bedok. yummy. ben and singyee joined us later.. but still wasn't too late cuz ailin was still enjoying her prata (: was getting slightly tired. but after we left the place we started singing (: waha!! can i say it's w115's forte now? haha.. there was this caucasian couple that walked past us and smiled with thumbsups too.. waha!! interesting (: den we stopped by the oh so loved playground (: at first ailin, chia and i juz sat on a bench and sang.. but soon after we ventured into the playground and played. (: i had the privilege on swinging on the (wheeeeeeeee!!) swing :D i miss swings and i love em too!! and it helped to burn off some calories from the prata. haha! den came home. (: it's a very simple yet enjoyable night with the cell group. from now on i'll really try to have dinner every week!! although i know it'll be at the expense of my work. but whatever? bleh =P whatever it was, i enjoyed my night. thank you w115.
to you know who: thank you going the extra mile to help me. i may not know the total truth in everything but thank you. life would be much easier for both you and me if you'll juz let things be as it iz. i mean like if you'll juz be you and i be me. it really doesn't feel good to see the difference the change. you aren't the way i first met and known you. maybe cuz you know too much? i'm still me no matter wad so dun come treating me differently. i dun wan to be treated in a different light. i really wish i could turn back time. i dun wanna try striking up any conversation anymore. but i still do hope the time we share as a cg will get better.
*throbs @02:28 <3
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